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			Anything is possible if one wants it with unbending 
      intent and you don't let your thoughts interfere.
 Power comes only after we accept our fate 
      without recriminations.
 
			  
		 
			When one has nothing to lose, one becomes courageous. We are timid 
      only when there is something we can still cling to.
 
 A warrior doesn't seek anything for his 
      solace, nor can he possibly leave anything to chance. A warrior actually 
      affects the outcome of events by the force of his awareness and his 
      unbending intent .
 
			  
		 
			You must lose your human form. You don't yet know about the 
      human mold and the human form. The human form is a force and the human 
      mold is ... well ... a mold.
 
			Everything has a 
      particular mold. Plants have molds, animals have molds, worms have molds. 
      Sorcerers have the avenue of their dreaming to lead them to 
      the mold. The mold of men is definitely an entity, an entity which can be 
      seen by some of us at certain times when we are imbued with power, and by 
      all of us for sure at the moment of our death. The mold is the source, the 
      origin of man, since, without the mold to group together the force of 
      life, there is no way for that force to assemble itself into the shape of 
      man.
 
			The human form is a sticky force that makes 
      us the people we are. The human form has no form. It's anything, but in 
      spite of not having form, it possesses us during our lives and doesn't 
      leave us until we die.
 
			A warrior must drop the 
      human form in order to change, to really change. Otherwise there is only 
      talk about change. One cannot change one iota as long as one holds on to 
      the human form. A warrior knows that he cannot change, and yet he makes it 
      his business to try to change, even though he knows that he won't be able 
      to. That's the only advantage a warrior has over the average man. The 
      warrior is never disappointed when he fails to change.
 
			The only thing that makes you think you are yourself is the form. 
      Once it leaves, you are nothing. A warrior without form begins to see an 
      eye. The formless warrior uses that eye to start dreaming . 
      If you don't have a form, you don't have to go to sleep to do 
      dreaming . The eye in front of you pulls you every time you 
      want to go.
 
			Everything has to be sifted through 
      our human form. When we have no form, then nothing has form and yet 
      everything is present.
 
			  
		 
			The art of the dreamer is to hold the image of his 
      dream . Our art as ordinary people is that we know how to 
      hold the image of what we are looking at. We just do it; that is, our 
      bodies do it. In dreaming we have to do the same thing, 
      except that in dreaming we have to learn how to do it. We 
      have to struggle not to look but merely to glance and yet hold the 
      image.
 
 Everything we say 
      is a reflection of the world of people. You talk and act the way you do 
      because you're clinging to the human form.
 
			Everything in a warrior's world depends on personal power and personal 
      power depends on impeccability. Part of being impeccable for a warrior is 
      never to hinder others with his thoughts.
 
			You 
      indulge in not trying to change. That's as wrong as feeling disappointed 
      with our failures. Warriors, must be impeccable in their effort to change, 
      in order to scare the human form and shake it away. After years of 
      impeccability a moment will come when the form cannot stand it any longer 
      and it leaves.
 
			  
		 
			The 
      art of a sorcerer is to be inconspicuous even in the midst of people. 
      Concentrate totally on trying not to be obvious. To learn to become 
      unnoticeable in the middle of all this is to know the art of 
      stalking .
 
			  
		 
			Be calm and self-controlled and give others your undivided 
      attention.
 
			  
		 
			The whole issue 
			of sorcery is perception. A warrior must notice everything, that's 
			his trick, and there lies his advantage.
 
			  
		 
			It 
      is an honor and a pleasure to be a warrior, and it is the warrior's 
      fortune to do what he has to do.
 
 What is the art of stalking ? A hunter just hunts, a 
      stalker stalks anything, including himself. An impeccable 
      stalker can turn anything into prey. We can even stalk our 
      own weaknesses. You do it in the same way you stalk prey. You figure out 
      your routines until you know all the doing of your weaknesses 
      and then you come upon them and pick them up like rabbits inside a 
      cage.
 
			Any habit is, in essence, a 
      doing , and a doing needs all its parts in order 
      to function. If some parts are missing, a doing is 
      disassembled.
 
			  
		 
			A 
      warrior eats quietly, and slowly, and very little at a time.
 
			  
		 
			The only deterrent to our 
      despair is the awareness of our death, the key to the sorcerer's scheme of 
      things. The awareness of our death is the only thing that can give us the 
      strength to withstand the duress and pain of our lives and our fears of 
      the unknown. Volition alone is the deciding factor; in other words, one 
      has to make up one's mind to bring that awareness to bear witness to one's 
      acts.
 
			We are human creatures. Who knows what's 
      waiting for us or what kind of power we may have.
 
			  
		 
			It doesn't matter what anybody says or does. 
      You must be an impeccable man yourself. The fight is right here in this 
      chest. It takes all the time and all the energy we have to conquer the 
      idiocy in us. And that's what matters. The rest is of no importance. To be 
      an impeccable warrior will give you vigor and youth and power.
 
			I have taught you to be dispassionate. The world of people 
      goes up and down and people go up and down with their world; as sorcerers 
      we have no business following them in their ups and downs. The art of 
      sorcerers is to be outside everything and be unnoticeable. And more than 
      anything else, the art of sorcerers is never to waste their 
      power.
 
			  
		 
			We hold the 
      images of the world with our attention. Let your attention go from the 
      images of the world. If you don't focus your attention on the world, the 
      world collapses. Instead of fighting to focus, let go of the images by 
      gazing fixedly at distant hills, or by gazing at water, like a river, or 
      by gazing at the clouds.
 
			If you gaze with your 
      eyes open, you get dizzy and the eyes get tired, but if you half-close 
      them and blink a lot and move them from mountain to mountain, or from 
      cloud to cloud, you can look for hours.
 
			As I've 
      told you, the tonal and the nagual are two 
      different worlds. In one you talk, in the other you act. At first all of 
      us secretly do not want the world of the nagual . We are 
      afraid and have second thoughts. Our unbending intent and our 
      impeccability gets us thru that.
 
			  
		 
			Everyone can see , and yet we choose not to 
      remember what we see .
 
			  
		 
			With our attention we can hold the images of a 
      dream in the same way we hold the images of the world. The art of the 
      dreamer is the art of attention.
 
			  
		 
			Your reason is the demon that keeps 
      you chained. You have to vanquish it if you want to achieve the 
      realization of my teachings. The issue, therefore, has been how to 
      vanquish your reason . By reason I don't mean 
      the capacity for comprehending, inferring or thinking, in an orderly, 
      rational way. To me reason means attention.
 
			  
		 
			The core of our being is the act of 
      perceiving, and the magic of our being is the act of awareness. Perception 
      and awareness can be a single, functional, inextricable unit with two 
      domains. The first one is the attention of the tonal ; that 
      is to say, the capacity of average people to perceive and place their 
      awareness on the ordinary world of everyday life: our first ring of 
      power; our awesome but taken-for-granted ability to impart order to 
      our perception of our daily world.
 The second 
      domain is the attention of the nagual ; the capacity to place 
      our awareness on the nonordinary world. It's our second ring of 
      power , or the altogether portentous ability all of us have, but 
      only sorcerers use, to impart order to the nonordinary world.
 
			What I have struggled to vanquish, or rather suppress in 
      you, is not your reason as the capacity for rational thought, 
      but your attention of the tonal , or your awareness of the 
      world of common sense. The daily world exists because we know how to hold 
      its images; consequently, if one drops the attention needed to maintain 
      those images, the world collapses.
 Practice is 
      what counts. Once you get your attention on the images of your dream, your 
      attention is hooked for good. In the end you can hold the images of any 
      dream.
 
			Our first ring of power is 
      engaged very early in our lives and we live under the impression that that 
      is all there is to us. Our second ring of power , the 
      attention of the nagual , remains hidden for the immense 
      majority of us, and only at the moment of our death is it revealed to us. 
      There is a pathway to reach it, however, which is available to every one 
      of us, but which only sorcerers take, and that pathway is through 
      dreaming . Dreaming is in essence the 
      transformation of ordinary dreams into affairs involving volition. 
      Dreamers , by engaging their attention of 
      the nagual and focusing it on the items and events of their 
      ordinary dreams, change those dreams into dreaming.
 
			There are no procedures to arrive at the attention of the 
      nagual , only pointers. Finding your hands in your dreams is 
      the first pointer; then the exercise of paying attention is elongated to 
      finding objects, looking for specific features, such as buildings, streets 
      and so on. From there the jump is to dream about specific 
      places at specific times of the day. The final stage is drawing the 
      attention of the nagual to focus on the total self.
 
			That final stage is usually ushered in by a dream that many 
      of us have had at one time or another, in which one is looking at oneself 
      sleeping in bed. By the time a sorcerer has had such a dream, his 
      attention has been developed to such a degree that instead of waking 
      himself up, as most of us would do in a similar situation, he turns on his 
      heels and engages himself in activity, as if he were acting in the world 
      of everyday life.
 
			From that moment on there is a 
      breakage, a division of sorts in the otherwise unified personality. The 
      result of engaging the attention of the nagual and developing 
      it to the height and sophistication of our daily attention of the world is 
      the other self, an identical being as oneself, but made in 
      dreaming .
 
			There are no definite 
      standard steps for reaching that double, as there are no definite steps 
      for us to reach our daily awareness. We simply do it by practicing. In the 
      act of engaging our attention of the nagual , we find the 
      steps. Practice dreaming without letting your fears make it 
      into an encumbering production.
 
			  
		 
			There is a crack between the worlds and it is more than a 
      metaphor. It is rather the capacity to change levels of attention. Don't 
      try to reason it out. Act like a warrior and follow what I've told 
      you.
 
			  
		 
			We choose only 
      once. We choose either to be warriors or to be ordinary men. A second 
      choice does not exist. Not on this earth.
 
 The only freedom warriors have is to behave 
      impeccably. Not only is impeccability freedom but it is the only way to 
      scare away the human form.
 
			The second attention, 
      or the attention of the nagual , is reached only after 
      warriors have swept the top of their tables, their islands of the 
      tonal , clean. Reaching the second attention makes the two 
      attentions into a single unit, and that unit is the totality of 
      oneself.
 
			Diligence in an impeccable life is the 
      only way to lose the human form. Losing the human form is the essential 
      requirement for unifying the two attentions.
 
			The 
      attention under the table is the key to everything sorcerers do. In order 
      to reach that attention I have taught you dreaming 
      .
 
			Another way to learn how to do 
      dreaming is by learning gazing. If you gaze at a 
      pile of leaves for hours your thoughts get quiet. Without thoughts the 
      attention of the tonal wanes and suddenly your second 
      attention hooks onto the leaves and the leaves become something else. The 
      moment when the second attention hooks onto something is called 
      stopping the world .
 
			The difficulty 
      in gazing is to learn to quiet down the thoughts. Once you can stop 
      the world you are a gazer. And the only way of stopping the 
      world is by trying. Combine gazing at dry leaves and looking for 
      our hands in dreaming . Once you have trapped your second 
      attention with dry leaves, you do gazing and dreaming to 
      enlarge it. And that's all there is to gazing. All we need to do in order 
      to trap our second attention is to try and try.
 
			Once dreamers know how to stop the world by 
      gazing at leaves, they can gaze at other things; and finally when the 
      dreamers lose their form altogether, they can gaze at 
      anything.
 
			First after leaves, gaze at small 
      plants. Small plants are very dangerous. Their power is concentrated; they 
      have a very intense light and they feel when dreamers are 
      gazing at them; they immediately move their light and shoot it at the 
      gazer. Dreamers have to choose one kind of plant to gaze 
      at.
 
			Next gaze at trees. Dreamers also 
      have a particular kind of tree to gaze at. Next gaze at moving, living 
      creatures. Small insects are by far the best subject. Their mobility makes 
      them innocuous to the gazer, the opposite of plants which draw their light 
      directly from the earth.
 
			The next step is to gaze 
      at rocks. Rocks are very old and powerful and have a specific light which 
      is rather greenish in contrast with the white light of plants and the 
      yellowish light of mobile, living beings. Rocks do not open up easily to 
      gazers, but it is worthwhile for gazers to persist because rocks have 
      special secrets concealed in their core, secrets that can aid sorcerers in 
      their dreaming .
 
			A second series in 
      the order of gazing is to gaze at cyclic phenomena: rain and fog. Gazers 
      can focus their second attention on the rain itself and move with it, or 
      focus it on the background and use the rain as a magnifying glass of sorts 
      to reveal hidden features. Places of power or places to be avoided are 
      found by gazing through rain. Places of power are yellowish and places to 
      be avoided are intensely green.
 
			The position of 
      the body is of great importance while one is gazing. One has to sit on the 
      ground on a soft mat of leaves, or on a cushion made out of natural 
      fibers. The back has to be propped against a tree, or a stump, or a flat 
      rock. The body has to be thoroughly relaxed. The eyes are never fixed on 
      the object, in order to avoid tiring them. The gaze consists in scanning 
      very slowly the object gazed at, going counterclockwise but without moving 
      the head. The idea is to let your perception play without analyzing 
      it.
 
			The effect you are after in gazing is to learn 
      to stop the internal dialogue. To do that you can focus your view as 
      gazers do or, as I've already told you, flood your awareness while walking 
      by not focusing your sight on anything. That is, sort of feel with your 
      eyes everything in the 180-degree range in front of you, while you keep 
      your fixed and unfocused eyes just above the line of the 
      horizon.
 
			The essential feature of sorcery is 
      shutting off the internal dialogue. Stopping the internal dialogue is an 
      operational way of describing the act of disengaging the attention of the 
      tonal .
 
			Once we stop our internal 
      dialogue we also stop the world . That is an operational 
      description of the inconceivable process of focusing our second attention. 
      Part of us is always kept under lock and key because we are afraid of it. 
      And to our reason, that part of us is like an insane relative that we keep 
      locked in a dungeon. That part is our second attention, and when it 
      finally can focus on something the world stops. Since we, as average man, 
      know only the attention of the tonal , it is not too 
      farfetched to say that once that attention is canceled, the world indeed 
      has to stop. The focusing of our wild, untrained second attention is, 
      perforce, terrifying. The only way to keep that insane relative from 
      bursting in on us is by shielding ourselves with our endless internal 
      dialogue.
 
			  
		 
			Dreamers can gaze in order to do dreaming and 
      then they can look for their dreams in their gazing. For example you can 
      gaze at the shadows of rocks and then, in your dreaming , you 
      might find out that those shadows have light. You can then, while gazing, 
      look for the light in the shadows until you find it. Gazing and 
      dreaming go together.
 
			  
		 
			A warrior has no compassion for anyone. To have compassion 
      means that you wish the other person to be like you, to be in your shoes, 
      and you lend a hand just for that purpose. The hardest thing in the world 
      is for a warrior to let others be. The impeccability of a warrior is to 
      let them be and to support them in what they are. That means, of course, 
      that you trust them to be impeccable warriors themselves. If they are not 
      then it's your duty to be impeccable yourself and not say a word. Only a 
      sorcerer who sees and is formless can afford to help anyone. 
			Every effort to help on our part is an arbitrary act guided by our 
			own self-interest alone
 
			  
		 
			The problem for you as a challenge is whether or not you will be capable 
      of developing your will , or the power of your second 
      attention to focus indefinitely on anything you want.
 
			  
			
			
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